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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Falling farther than I ever have before...

Way to go me. For probably oh, I dunno, the 7th or 8th time in about a month, I've deeply hurt one of people closest to me. I care for them very much, and despite my best intentions I get bogged down in the here and now and let them fall behind time after time. I don't want to lose them but if I keep this up that's exactly where I'm headed. I hate hurting them, but at the same time I don't even notice or catch myself doing it until it is much too late. While it may seem like a lame excuse, I feel like I forget things way too easily and never remember what needs to be done or what needs to change until it is again too late.

I don't want to keep doing this. If anyone has any ideas or would like to help in any way please do. I need help.

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